the post with no name....

The palpitations have started! WI tomorrow and I am so desperately wanting to have lost 2lbs to take me through that first stone, and I shall be so cross with myself if I have gained...no point stressing before I've even stepped on the scales...but of course I shall!
I'm wittering.

If nothing else last weekends 'BBQ-gate' has shown me how easy it is to wibble off track without even thinking, and the good thing is I have been tested several times since and haven't succumbed.
There has been half a bounty in the door of the car (left there by Himself.com)for the past week and this evening I insisted he either finish it off or bin it. I couldn't even trust myself to throw it away you see - Bountys are a weakness and it was like a Siren calling my name....Debs....Deeeeebbbbs......
Having picked up #3Son following his trip with friends to watch the England game, we then had to pootle back to Brighton to pick up #2Son who had been to a rock gig. En route we had a couple of scheduled stops for a Costa coffee (as predicted!) and general nose powdering brought about my uber water consumption . On our last stop we concluded that #2Son might appreciate something to salve an attack of the munchies brought about by physical exertions in the Mosh Pit.
M&S had 2for4 quid buckets of rocky road mini nibbly cakey type things... and the deal was done. Worry not, despite having them on my lap for the rest of the journey none passed my lips...that isn't to say I didn't consider it mind! I warned the family today, that if they didn't finish them off pronto they'd be in the bin covered in washing up liquid (rocky roads not family!). They didn't need telling twice ;o)

I was chatting to Himself.com about my admiration for people who can treat themselves to a curly wurly or a small crunchie (or whatever tickles the fancy), but I cant trust myself to stop at just one! A treat to me, is like a green light to stuff as much 'contraband' into my mouth as possible like some kind of demented homo sapien/hamster hybrid...cheese or chocolate I'm ya gal!! I wish I could treat myself but much better just to abstain....I am a martyr to it ;o)

As its the end of the month I am trying to use up things we already have rather than buy more - if that makes sense.
Breakfast:
2x ww roasted peanut bars 3.5pts
(met up with a friend for breakfast and rather than be tempted by a bacon or sausage roll took the above in my bag)

Lunch:
Ham and philadelphia salad sandwiches 6.5 pts

Dinner:
Tuna pasta
garlic bread
cheese
ww double choc brownie desert 13.5pts

options belgian hot choc 0.5pts

2ltrs of water

I've only saved about ten points this week, but I have tried throwing my bod about whenever possible although its probably best not to linger on that thought!! I hope its been enough though...I really do.