Apologies in advance. I am feeling even more hormonal now....and particularly stabby - which I know probably isn't the kinda thing you want to be reading on a weight loss blog, but I guess its all part of the bigger picture, as the stabby bits are when I am at my most vulnerable food wise!
The weekend wasn't as bad as I had envisaged, the road trip was straight forward and stress free, thanks to the M6 toll road, which was paid for by my travelling companions as their contribution to the trip. I confess I couldn't resist a couple of skinny latte's on the way up (well a girl has to stay awake somehow!).
I 'd planned and prepared my food for show day and had taken a couple of bananas - one for my 'breakfast' and one in case I started flagging in the afternoon. Midday was to be tuna light lunch (3pts), which i had never had before, but had seen other people eating at shows, so thought must be OK. It looked so pretty on the packaging, but in reality looked far less appetizing .... in fact even the dogs gave me a 'WTF?' look. Thankfully, it tasted much better than it looked, which saved me from tossing it on the nearest bin, and heading to the 'barn kitchen' restaurant for a high fat replacement, which would doubtless have put me way over on points!
I also took a tub of my latest delicious low point treat favourite- Sainsbury's sweet potato and harissa dip (2 pts for the whole tub), and cassava chilli snacks- just right for dipping. I didn't eat it all myself, as I offered it round, and it went down very well.
I'd left Himself.com the makings of a chilli con carne for dinner, but had thought ahead for myself there too, leaving myself a ww chilli/wedges, to throw in the microwave on my return.
It was a nice day out among friends, and the dogs did very well in their classes - the bitch gaining a 1st, and the dog a respectable 3rd in good company...so I cant grumble at that.
Sunday I had to travel to Southampton with my young bitch to have her hips x-rayed (one of the health tests I commit to, as a responsible breeder), and was delighted to see they look good - so waiting for the 'score' to come back from the BVA, wont be so trepidatious! More confessions!!!I hang my head in shame at having a McDonalds Hamburger on the way home...I don't even like McDonalds, but for some reason I really enjoyed that! I am a Wrongmo for sure!
I did point it btw (6pts), but felt so guilty, I deprived myself of the lamb roast I was doing for the family, and had a ww steak and mushroom pie instead (a whole new level of 'weird' that was too!), which was 6.5pts, with some zero pt veg, and portion of jersey royals.
Thinking about it, I was probably no better off by having the pie, but it eased my guilt....
There's a lot of stressful 'stuff' going on atm, and I am wrestling with my demons - so far I'm on an even keel, but it really isn't easy.
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